ha~ i have work for 1 week le! haha. generally everyone is good ba... no nasty ppl to bully me. but sometime we juz dun understand adults thinking. sometime when they wan things how come they dare not just come and get it from me? One colleague look as if he wanted to rush me but ah in the end nv say anything and he left. why? end up i tink i waste my time and effort.
My colleagues like many of them wanna quit the job there and find other better good. Reason being they are not being respected here and their management not good and things like that. Having staying there for one week, i find it quite true ba. i cant imagine myself working there for life. hahaha.
My work is generally boring. shit one week only i'm saying it's boring. =P it like everyday do microsoft word and excel den print print print. juz like tat. nothing to do talk talk and eat eat loh. data entry really boring la. now i can admit. alot of ppl say it damn boring, but i bu xing xie. die die also wan to try. ok la it's really boring la. especially when all ur colleagues are like double your age and more that kind. haha. and they listen to classic slow love songs. my god... i'm really trying very very hard not to yawn right in front of them. my computer dun hav speaker cant listen to my rock music also. sob sob... listen to discman will be really wasting my batteries man....
till now i still cant forsee myself doing any kind of job for life. i tried customer service it quite fun and okay. admin job which is okay and i will love it more if i got an environment tat i like more. retail job haven really try before, got work for one day before but it's a nasty experience. mayb i should try do some shift work kind of job. i also dunno what i like. hai.
i'm CRAZED wor. one fine day last week before i go and sign contract with my employment agency, i went online and find all music companies phone numbers. i copy down den i started calling all of them asking, " Are there any job vacanies in your company?"
hahahaha... but too bad i can tell all of u that all music companies in Singapore are in full employment! haha. so li hai...
ok now i tink i noe wat i wan in life. just tat deep down in my heart i know i hav no guts to do it. DREAMS COME TO LIFE seems impossible to me. cannot be a singer maybe i can be a backstage worker. too bad i dunno who can help. and i have NO EXPERIENCE in any things related to music companies or concert events or wat so ever. really so hard to get in the field ah, mayb doing a simple admin job in there is also difficult too. haha
Opening a pub and hav singers singing in it. tat should be a good one. but i hav no cash n real die hard plan now. No $ = dun waste ur time thinking. am i being too hard on myself? pourinf cold icy water on myself whenever i start to dream... haha
too bad that's my character = Pisces
Smile (^_^)
Saturday, July 16, 2005
