Lynn Lee aka Lemon

Haha I’m freeeee I’m freeee…

Yeah~ finally I tahan until the last day of my work… hehe… now I learn to treasure all the free time tat I got and things I can do with tat leisure time. Yeah~ so happy…. Hehe. Finally can smile now waiting for my pay to come in… I’m broke liao… after one month and a half eating both lunch and dinner outside…. The only thing I recognise in my house is my lovely bed. Everyday is work, sleep next day work den sleep again. Never really talk much. Worse part was when I reached home everybody was asleep and had switched off all lights, tat’s when I feel most alone…. I’m not like my colleague got husband-to-be fetching her most of the time…
Now I’m starting to find jobs again. My life has become work and life no more studies liao ah. Haha. My mum was saying how come my job ended but cannot find another job to work continuously. Well, tink I am not facing the reality quite enough to be enthusiastic in finding the next job. Sometime I tink if I hav an insurance for my education how good can it be? Den maybe I need not worry abt $$ so much. Really dun wan to face the world. No $ no talk. Dunno why I just cant force myself to do things tat I dun wan or dun like to do. Ppl say I’m reacting like this because I’m immature or not as mature as them, I’m childish, I give up too easily not like them able to tahan because of the money sake or whatsoever. I just cant force myself. It’s my life, why make it so hard for the little few years tat I’ll be living through?
Dread living. Dread the reality.

Ha~ one of my frenz is starting all over again abt she wan to commit suicide. Well she hav been saying for so many years haven die yet. Dunno whether she wan to die anot. Keep saying she is very tired abt her life and about her family. Scared she will not be treated good in her family. She always says she leads her own life, she is independent, mature and experience about life. Well, her attitude towards committing suicide and wanna to end her life is the most childish thought of all.

Congratulation to peifang who got your license! Muack muack dun forget to drive me around ah! Just dun make me vomit can liao. I can get car sick one ah u know…

To everybody who hav my phone number try not call me on the phone all cos it’s having problems. Everybody who called before says they cant hear me clearly. So juz msg me. Now officially jobless, I got time to reply to everybody liao… haha…

Les u very brave start school all by yourself ah…. Very brave….

I need to find a new life.