Friday, October 07, 2005

Well, nowadays nothing much to say. My life is not eventful ah. Tml going interview but not really like tat job but let’s see how is it tml. Well, we have to give way to reality, right?

Now I realise my family financing is really having prob. It’s like all the money is sinking to an endless pit hole. There is never ending. We are all living in our imaginative world where we forget about the reality and the only thing we think about are the thing tat we are doing hands-on now. And let the problem rest until the next time we see it again. Where the next time we see it the $$ hav increase quite a bit. Problem just cant solve by itself can it?

Well, now I realise I live in my imaginative world tat’s why I can survive for so long. But sometime there are nights when I suddenly think about my future issue, money issue I felt so afraid tat cold start to cramp my heart and I pray I can fall asleep asap. Wow quite terrible eh?

I hope I got demanding adults tat had already planned my future for me. Well I dun bother about having my own decision made cos I feel tat it’s really troublesome to think about so much things. And when I really made decisions, they all made me regret. I don’t know myself. I dun understand my talent or strength. They say ur interest is not necessary ur strength. Wat bout me? I dunno I dunno when will I know.