I am still doing my current job but always looking out for better jobs. haha. i wanna find a part time job i wanna earn back the money that i am losing now! Now you all will know what decision i have made. No more regrets and i cannot regret. I will still have to pay my debts. haha. i always got to learn a lesson the hard way...
i got to apologise to my cousin which i have incurred so much trouble about my loan thingy. i got to say sorry to my mum for letting her feeling disappointment. i got to say pai seh to my sis for bothering her so much.
In the meantime, i wanna earn as much as i can.
My leader at work keep stating that he is going to leave over and over again. From this year march until now, but the thing is he is still here. Don't know why he keep wanting us to feel insecure about the future changes for what. Always say he is going interview, tomorrow going second interview and all that. But he is still here! Cannot stand him some time. Argh~
My new colleague is now working part time also sia. Got a second income wish i can also. But it's a cashier at a pub and working till the midnight hours i don't think my mum will allow that ah. It seems like the place she is working at is not very trustworthy. i warned her about her pay, maybe they will drag her pay or what cos there is no formal contract signed between both of the parties...
My sis is now hopefully/hopelessly on diet. Everyday she will tell me how much weight she had lost and how much weight she is hoping to lose some more. All delicious food are deemed as fat products and we are only allow to eat nothing but fish soup, soup and only soup. No more tibits no more sugar drinks etc. You can imagine my life these few days, once i ate something forbidden she will say this will mnake you fat. Wanna try standing on the weighing machine now? I know it maybe good for me but it is so hard to get on diet! Everything i ate now i start to feel guilty, why? Tell me why?! Women have to make themselves like this?!!?
~oh my god~
Sunday, June 18, 2006
