I have to move on, really move on. I discover I have been staying here for too long......
Without getting any appreciation, any love or any expectation. I wish I could lead a fulfilling life. I know there are people who may endure more misfortune than me. I know I should not give way to all these......
My world is like a mist that has been staying for too long. Without any breeze or wind that can blow it away. Everything is too still and silent. The silence is so deafening that I am afraid to stop it. When it have been so still for so long I thought any gust of wind will destroy the peace that it already enjoy. Proactive people maybe disgusted with me. Strange people may agree with me. I realise I am not normal. Not as normal as everybody else. I am getting weird.
I got to make myself learn something new. I got to occupy my brain instead of letting it occupy by itself.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
