Lynn Lee aka Lemon

pls: this is previous blog that i am unable to post earlier...
Dun assume you are the only one person who is pathetic. Dun assume everything have to go your way. I am a human I have my own ways. Dun assume other people tend to give in to you and I will have too. I dun like to show temper, I love peace I just want everybody to be happy. I am not an attention seeker but please dun ignore my presence. Dun assume it is pathetic to watch movie alone cos I enjoy it. Dun deprive me of my pleasure. You have your own problems I have mine. Dun compare us we are not the same. Dun assume I dun know anything I just dun want to expose you. Dun act as if you really care about me, you only care about yourself. Dun ask things when u dun really will change. It is just wasting my effort. I have my own mood. When I say no, please leave. Dun control where I go when I already planned. I hate interruptions. Dun say my attitude sucks cos I already warn you. When my colour changes, you should know I wont care who is around me. Dun say you are not bossy, you like to make decision in your favour. Sometime something are unnecessary so dun make your suffer. It is alright to rest for awhile.
Dun assume I wont get angry cos I never talk back to you. If you are sarcastic I can be too. As I always say if you dun wan other people to do the same to you, dun do it yourself. I just dun wan to change to someone who is blunt and sarcastic. I dun want to think of fanciful words to rebut you. It is a bother. Life is already a bother dun add on to my misery. Dun emphasise how pretty you are cos you know you are unconfident. Dun repeat the same old things to me cos I dun want to tolerate it. Dun show off your things to me cos I never want to compare with you. I dun want to envy you. Dun tell me you want to die cos life is miserable, that immature. No matter you are a warrior or a coward think of other meaningful things you can do. Dun be boastful thinking that you are the most beautiful among us all. We are much prettier and generous at heart. Dun make me complain about you everytime I went back. I used to sing your praises. Dun be so cynical cos I am starting to get sick and tired of it. she may know how to entertain you, but I dun. Where is that old friend I miss?
Dun keep things to yourself cos I cant be bothered to guess about it. why cant you be frank about things. Dun tell me you want to die too cos life is difficult. Everything is difficult. If you dun express your clearly, I am not a good interpreter. I dun know how to interpret hand sign or your face, if you dun say I wont know. I hate to waste my effort trying to encourage and get nothing in return. I dun wan to listen to other people crap when I only want to hear yours. Dun think your friends are friends cos I tink they make you miserable. Dun tell me I dun know the truth cos you are not talking. You know I am lazy and you know I dun like to get involve that much, so please when I am asking please say something. Maybe you think your own friends are better than me, this might be so I dun know. But my lazy attitude cannot be changed. If you feel talking to us will not change anything, you might as well solve your problems first. If you treat me as a friend and so please make it worthwhile. I cannot say I am a 100% good friend cos I am not that kind of people who will come and meet you just because of your one message or call. I am not fabulous I am just hopelessly lazy to go out.
If you cannot fulfil your promise dun give your promise, I dun entertain accidents. Try telling me things early and a few more times, I will assume it is the truth. Dun tell me other people is more important cos everyone is equal. Dun assume I have places to go dun assume I have people to turn to cos I am a loner. Dun assume you are sacrificing other ppl are too. I just want to get by peaceful everyday dun cause me displeasure. I already realise telling problems cant solve problems. I hate it when you dun have control of your life sometimes. But if you are enjoying it then, never mind me. I just want everyone to be happy. And that include myself.
You can plan your life. You can do what you want. You are pretty and without a care. I envy your life. I envy your attitude cos it is something that I dun have.
I dun know what is happening but I realise I attract stubborn people. They circle around me. Are there any kind souls to rekindle my forsaken life? I look forward to an exciting life but I realise it is all a dream. Job is just a job. I work for money. Who dun want to work for their dream? I am just too lazy, waiting for chance to fall upon me. Thinking I will have the same kind of luck like everybody else. I might be waiting for my whole life. Too bad everything is just a dream. Too bad that I am a pisces. I just cant swim out of it.
Here are 4 stubborn people in my life and 1 kind frenz.
No offence.