i'm biting on my bread, drinking carrot juice, typing blog and watching Kang Xi Lai Le. Busy eh? Haha. I spent the whole night reading kat tun's manual till my tears start flowing and i reaiise i got to take a break. Just took a bath... Now i smell really really nice. haha.
mum just went for a malaysia trip to genting and will only be back by monday night. sis went out for her usual saturday dating, so i am all alone. And no mum around means no dinner so realise i am biting the bread right now... (starting to realise it's hard to hold my bread when i am typing at the same time(-_-'')
read a johnny web manual and i feel something alike. a idol was talking about how he felt when his mum got a new boyfriend when he was young and he used to feel that his mum is being snatch away from him. me start to feel this when my sis start dating, this is when i realise i am very attached to people who are close to me. didn't realise i am so used to her being around that i start to feel the pinch when she started dating... haha... these few days i began to think, what if she get married off?? she has her own life to live with....!
i should prepare my heart for the future.... everybody is alone when we arrive on earth and we should live independently.... think it high time i get used to loneliness (though sometime i enjoy it) and live positively.
oh yeah i am finishing my bread.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
