Haiz. Why i dun like kids? It's ok to see them cute. But i dunno how to take care and talk to ppl younger den me. Is it because i'm e youngest in e family? I'm so inconsiderate. Really cant help it. Dunno what to do to myself. Cant possibly force myself to love being around kids. I feel awkward sometimes. Since young i always been e one unable to carry babies. Dunno whether is i have phobia or i'm just plain scared i will hurt him / her. Den i continue grow up like this. Maybe i dun c e need. Maybe if i grow older it will be different. I'm really amazed by ppl who can handle kids. But i like guys who know how to talk to kids. Make them seems like very special. Ah. I'm biased. Maybe i should just disappear somewhere in e world. Feel helpless when i cant sometime unwilling to make things work. Hate myself like this but i cant help it.
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- lemon
- Touchdown on Earth on 7th of March 1986. Chinese. Love to sing. Reading. Rock music. Watch dramas. Write lyrics. I'm a human that is absolutely naive. Too Emotional and Sensitive My brain swirl but cant think. Don't know what i want in life. Dream. Imagine. Blank mind.