Wednesday, August 17, 2005

My work experience
It had been about a week since my last entry. Ha… tat previous one was full of complaints abt my pathetic life. I have started working in Hang Ten for a week liao. At first I really loathe the job, I hate the hours, I hate I have to meet sales target and I hate to serve strangers, worse is tat I still gotta smile and say welcome or hello to them. Oh my god~ But after these few days, it become a bit like a routine la, though I still dun like it, I still have to do it, I have no choice isnt it? Colleagues over there are good, they are friendly and nice tat kind. Luckily throughout my working experience, people tat work with me are quite kind souls. Nobody bully me, yet… haha.
I grumble abt toa payoh outlet is too far from my house and I wanna quit the job, but the person-in-charge last minute decided to put me in heartland mall. Haha. At least it was nearer. But actually deep down inside my heart I wanna reject la. But I paiseh leh, it’s like they also try la. And I blur blur signed a contract with them so I gotta start work or else they gotta fine me 700… hai~
My feet are really torturing me. They are complaining they dun wanna stand for such a long time and my back is grumbling he is having too much stress. So I have pains all over haha. But I still dun tink I can lose weight. Hahaha. Cos ah the food there is quite good also. A lot of fastfood also. Haha… I give way to temptation. Hehe~~
I’ll be sending my resignation on 18th August and hopefully 18th Sept will be my last day. This job is actually consider as a permanent job sia. Not bad ah my first experience of permanent job is like tis one. haha. But really ah, after I work this retail job, I can really say I have really do all type of job liao, customer service, admin, cashier, sales even factory work also. hahaha Then I find another office hours job. I like the hours better, I really dun like the feeling of having to miss so many nice shows… somemore this retail job one week six days, cannot take leave or else they deduct 250 from my pay, no matter whether u are sick with mc or not. A bit bian tai ah. In the end the company benefit from everything. Haha. I’m too desperate that time, cos family keep giving me the mindset I cant stop working, if I stop working, this will happen, tat will happen. Sometime I tink maybe I can just push studies all the back to my mind and I just start working dun tink abt anything. Things like saving money for my studies all kana sai ba, let it be wishful thinking then I wont have any dilemma. Why give me hope knowing it wont happen in the end?
Life is always about money, be sensible, be practical, you cant live without it.