Yo~ I am finally working today. Start work at MOM as a frontline customer service officer situated at their e-Services lobby. the job scope is exactly the same as last time while i was working in IRAS. But seems to me MOM polices are more complicated den IRAS. and for the time being there will not be any training course for me. I will go straight to on-the-job training which i detest the most as i hate to do start doing things tat i am not familiar with. at least at IRAS they gave me training only for 3 days i also happier. at least i know what i am dealing with. k, MOM website is not tat tedious, but their policies and working methods are. hai~ how cum MOM contact me faster den IRAS????!!!! i wan IRAS la.... at least i am familiar with them.... as least they allow me ( who is absolutely a attire free-style thinker) to wear what i wan to wear.... old t-shirt n jeans also nvm.... but now MOM must wear strict corporate kind of clothes... say bye bye to my beloved jeans and my free-style thinker attire... it make me feel so conscious of wat i am wearing man.... i look even older when i wear tat. and u all know i nv ever invest my tiny tiny bit of $$ in formal wear.... so my clothes r like mostly my free-style wear n those black or white blouse n pants (mind u only these colors) i am like oh my god. who are you when i look into the mirror....
help me help me somebody save me from myself and save my wardrobe also... i feel like dying... and i got no shoes to go with also... mind you i dun hav any high-heeled shoes....keep thinking tat i will fall to my death if i wore them some day....dunno why so damn conscious on how i look sia....
btw, my colleagues are mostly guys n mind you they r not shuai.... really man.... wearing sth tat i dun feel comfy with and always eyeing ppl cant feed my eyes... my god how am i going to spend my following months???
feeling like having a slap back at myself cos i myself make myself like this... and fate like to play with me. fate know wat i hate and fate just give it to me cos he knew i got no other choices now since my $$ running out time running out and i will accept this job offer. hai~ i have been cheated by fate.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
