My phone auto restart again so i lost whatever i wrote earlier. Oh ya i hate to end my holidays. I learnt lesson for this trip. Ppl dun trust me tat much, ppl are actually not as close as i tink they are, at e end of e day i tink i'll end up w nobody at all. Ppl dun really know me and if they have take things seriously den i've no choice. If there are no ppl in e world who know me den i really have to love loneliness. I tend to depend on ppl too much. Until i dun have courage to do things. Ppl are not as close as they seems. We protect ourselves too much and it's hard to get into ppl's life. I tot i did but i didnt. I tink i'm sincere but i dun tink ppl tink so. I tink i need to reflect on my life and make some provisions though i know it still wont change the perspective of e ppl who know me. But Life is all about real life and acting. My heavy luggage... I dunno how to carry them...
