Thoughts

I'm going japan in days. Will i be safe? Will i be ok? Will i be able to communicate? Ah... This is a rush trip i will go japan again when i master e language (hmmm... If i can...) i heard from my colleague about e lyrics of a song saying about friendship. Friends may differ in their views n argue not because u dun understand each other it's u have changed. Affected by new ppl around u; influence by new matters in your life. I agree. I'm more afraid tat i'm e only one who haven move on n ppl around me have all changed. It's quite pathetic, feeling sorry for yourself. Indeed friends go on w their different individual lives. Sometime i felt not on par w ppl of my age. I live in my world n dunno e world outside. I only dare to dream to travel maybe seeing more may develop me more n preventing me standing at e same place over e yrs. I did a psychological test last time n i tink it's suit me. E test is about wat is your greatest fear? My test result was moving on. Maybe i'm afraid of changes. I hate things to not go e way i wanted. So i end up standing still n watching e world around me. Maybe e fear is so great tat it makes me do nothing. I should be content. My life is more blissful den some ppl. But seems like no ending n nothing is worth looking forward for. Everyone is doing something whether they like it or not. I tink i'm going to enjoy life? I need to learn to enjoy life. Sometime i tink to do tat is sinful. I'm ignorant of alot of things. I dun know alot of things. When i'm young i thought ppl all grow up e same way n live their life e same way n we all eventually turn out to be someone significant in life n we all have e same wisdom n education. Aah... But i was just having wishful thoughts. Too naive. Maybe i'll still talk about these same things in five years time...