How come i always make myself stuck in between situation tat i dun like?? the thing i hated most is things tat are troublesome, but seems like i always make things troublesome for myself. everybody says u should study now so i anyhow go register. now if u dun wan to study, u can dun study. eh? me wanna take time off to tink abt my stupid life. but seems like my brain wont work.
I have 2 choices, one is to transfer course and incur around 700 dollars or stay as it is. or i withdraw from tis course and continue to pay e school fee. just tat now e 2k i can still pay back by instalment. no need to pay 2k immediately. can i dun study? can i stop everything? can i revert back to tat time i register? must i transfer? why am i so indecisive? why cant i be irresponsible and just pay the fee? why should i do all these?
Today is my off day. the only thing i am certain is i am not going to attend the lesson tml. maybe should inform my group member (only meet them once) tat the project although it haven started they should leave me out of that. haha. i am hungry le. nobody at home sia.
should i go transfer course later? but since i got to pay back the modules fee anyway regardless of whether i finish it anot. whether i attend anot doesnt matter. and the dip course i saw next intake is in july. i have some time to tink a bit. like my frenz say, dun decide yet. ask her first den decide. she say it's better tat somebody decide with u. or else i anyhow make myself more troubles again...
Thursday, June 01, 2006
